My blankness
Facing an uncertain situation, it is inevitable that I am ratty. I don’t know how to regulate my emotions. I never like an inept and meddling boss, nor do I like dopey and horrid staffers. You push them forward. They hung around for a while, feeling at a loss. Why don’t you stay put, just waiting for the decision? Sorry about that. I don’t like the rule. I don’t care about the rule. Fuck off, rule.
By the way, my former colleague Bin, a fatty and slippery person, I don’t like him. Kissing up and kicking down is his signature. He is excellent at work. If I were his boss, I would like him. As a friend, he is stinky.
Chen told us one story. Chen just got to say that. Bin said: “Oh man, don’t get me started on people. If you don’t like here, just go away.”
I reject: “Why don’t you go away? The boss hazed you too. Why don’t you stand here? You can’t do that. Fuck off. Cower!”
Boss shared his insights with us. I don’t care about that. People were walking around and judging each other, but if the boss issued one sentence, someone gave a simpering response. They didn’t think they were fawning on the boss.
But we have poor standards. We don’t have excellent accountants, smart operation managers, awesome BDs, or business managers. So we need to keep low-key and ease our uneasy hearts.
Future road
Review the process here, open up the memory box, collaborate with product managers and the algorithm group. Hope to achieve a nice result.
At some point, something is going to go south on you. Though you don’t like it, I have been trying to do things myself, follow in my own footsteps. That is what I’m wishing for myself.
Disapproval from the masses is often experienced by people. It was not long before I realized that it isn’t a challenge; it is a sin!
Sentence Patterns I Used
- kiss up and kick down 讨好上级，欺负下级。
- at a loss
- follow in my own footsteps
- Disapproval from the masses
Mistakes / Corrections
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Original: upcap the memory box
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Better: open up the memory box
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Why: upcap不存在。
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Original: Relook on the process here
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Better: Review the process here.
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Why: relook不是常用词。
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Original: let our uneasy heart down
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Better: ease our uneasy hearts
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Why: let our guard down = 放松警惕
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Original: someone toast a simpering response.
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Better: gave a simpering response.
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Why: toast = 烤面包 / 庆祝
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Original: don’t fuck off that, cower!
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Better: don’t back down from that.
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Why: upcap不存在。
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Original: my prior corallation Bin
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Better: my former colleague Bin
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Why: correlation 相关性，拼错了。
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Original: you draw them up to forward.
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Better: push them forward / lift them up
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Why: draw up a plan
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Original: I don’t know how to recast my emotion
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Better: reshape my mindset / regulate my emotions
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Why: recast a movie role，recast = 重新塑造（角色、模型、计划）
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Original: It is inevitable that I am ratty
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Better: I have been feeling ratty recently.
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Why:
Reflection
今天这篇日记让我意识到：